I don't have a lot of time today because I'm gearing up for tonight. I'm very excited; my show is growing so much and exactly how I wanted it to, organically. The word of mouth is spreading. I am very happy to have put so much work in to something i belive in. Mind you it NOT even finished yet. I have been working on the end for 3 years.
The beginning took a while too. But the end is the hardest because how do you end something that is jsut beginning?
Also I have to pull the whole show through sum it up wihtout insulting anyones intelligence.
I found putting the show up when it's not perfect has been the hardest thing of all. But really it's the best thing I've ever done. Every time I do it sinks more into my body and sue becomes more of a character than me. I actually have begun to refer to her at "she."
Which is really cool because the show is about letting go but not forgetting.
I am enjoying the process so much even though some days I wish it would just all come out of me.
Slow and steady wins the race. And if I go to fast I don't feel anything and how in the world am i going to ask others to feel if I'm not leading the way.
Walking the walk:)