Tonight and tomorrow night I will perform my show "Minus 32 Million Words" so, today i go to yoga and take very good care of myself. I used to get so nervous and worry all day. By the time showtime came I would be exhausted and so filled with fear that my performance suffered.Anyone who has seen my show knows that from an early age I was taught that God likes us to suffer. Well seems like my life has to get to the point before my show does and in the show I am trying to reveal that there is no reason for and in actuality it makes everyones life worse. I could get into the s&m theory i have about it but I'll save that for a day when I have more time. The long and short of it is, the lest I torture myself the more I have to give. Life should be easy but it's really hard to get to that.